-Verse 1-
You Let Yourself Down In Bottomless Drinks.
While You Were Down There You Didn't Stop To Think.
There's Something Out There, Something Crazy To Explore.
But You Let Yourself Down, Getting By As Just a Whore.


-Chours-
They Used You, You Used Them.
And When It's Over You Find That No One Wins.
You Traded Books To Hook
You Gave It All away
My Only Prayer is That You Find Yourself One Day!


-Verse 2-
I Needed it, And You Were There.
And As Time Wove it's Threads We Grew To Care.
As Your Problems Were Solved
The Streets Slowly Dissolved
And You Found Yourself At Home

Cause When I'd Walk Through The Door
You'd Know You Weren't Alone Anymore.


-Chorus-
They Used You, You Used Them.
And When It's Over You Find That No One Wins.
You Gave It All away
But You Got It Back Today
And I'm So Thankful That You Found Yourself Today!


-Verse 3-
Would You Take This Ring?
And be Mine Alone?
If You Would Stay We Could Build A Home.
And The Past Will Slowly Fade Away
More And More With Every Day.



-2nd Chorus-
-Repeat-

AIM IM with kcfan4ever2/12/10 11:02 PM
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Im Going To Start This Off With TWo Points. A. HUGE Gap Between Use B. My Drug Use (Or Lack There of) Doesnt Interfere With You In Any Way

That being Said When Did Any Of This Start Affecting You?

it's ALWAYS affected me.

When Did You Communicate This To me?

I Couldnt Have Been That Far Lost In The Throws Of Marijuana To Not Hear You
did you/do you just think i kept you at arm's length from my family for no reason?
it's just not okay

i don't care if it's something you do every day or once every few weeks
it's all the same

11:09 PM
Well Here's The Story Since You Think You Have it All Figured Out. Three And A half Weeks Ago I Was Smoking When I Realized Not Even Pot Was Good For Me. Knowing I Would Fail Any Text My Parents Gave Me. I Went And Talked To My Mom About Everything (Cause Things Have Only Gotten Worse Since Evo). I Went IN For A Drug Test Like I Talked To My Mom About Doing And All That Showed Up Was A .02 Amount Of Marijuana In My System And A LARGE Amount of Amphetamines. The WHOLE REASON IM GROUNDED Is Because My Parents And The People At The Drug Testing Facility Being Too Stupid To Realize That I Was ON Amphetamines For ADD Called The Police And We Had A

HUge Pow wow About That

I Go To NA And Get Monthly Drug Tests. I Dont DO Drugs. At Least Not For These Past Three And A Half Weeks.

the thing is, i can't handle the smoking thing anymore either i just can't. and ohh 3 1/2 weeks. why it's bothering me
the most right now i don't know

maybe it has something to do with the fact that i'm thinking about my future a lot more with the whole college stuff. i'm moving on from this bs

Dude This Is Crazy I never Bring Drama In Your Life

i know that. but it's still there. it's still a part of who you are

It's Really Not. I've Seen First hand What It Does That's Why Im Going To NA And Got The Test In The First Place. Yeah In Friggen Middle School It's Who I Was CAuse It never Affected me. Now It's Not.
Hell I've been Honest About This With All My Close Friends Because My Parents Counsular And Doctors Are Messing With All This

then stop blaming it on them. nobody is forcing you to smoke but yourself

PLEASE Forward me The Line Where I Said I Blame People For My Smoking

you just blamed them. you said they're messing with all of this

"Yeah In Friggen Middle School It's Who I Was CAuse It never Affected me. Now It's Not." I Admitted My Problem
Yeah My Medicene Doctor is Playing With My Medication And I have No Choice But To Take It Since My Parents Administer It. My Health Doctor Wants me In Rehab And My Parents Are Flipping A Shit Cause They Wont Take Control Of The Situation. So Me Being A Dipshit Appearntly Toldf You About This Looking For The Support Im NOT Getting And Look Where I Am
And By PLAYING WITH MY MEDICENE I Mean Changing Dosages WEEKLY

okay well if drugs aren't part of who you are anymore...how long has this been? because obviously this wasn't the fact 3 1/2 weeks ago

What Do You Mean?

you just said that you did drugs 3 1/2 weeks ago. weren't you still saying then that drugs aren't part of who you are anymore?

11:23 PM
3 and 1/2 Weeks Ago I Thought Things Were Fine. I had A Semi-Schedule And A A Normal medicine Regimen, Then I Realized That I Was Smoking Too Much And Needed To Stop.It Was Making Me Think Stupid Thoughts And IReally Just Depressing me, So I Talked To My Mom Because It's Always Been A Problem And Trying To Stop On My Own Has NEVER Worked Forever. And Now That My Parents Got Involved I Have Had Over, OVER 2000MG Of Medicine In Me At One Time. I've Had Enough Mood Stabilizers In One Dose To Being Large Animals Down. So Lately IN LEU OF SMOKING POT And All The Stupid Stuff I Have Done I've been Reaching Out To 2 Or 3 Of My Friends For Some Support.

kcfan4ever is now offline.
11:29 PM

And Back Then I Wasn't Realizing Pot Was Bad. I Did It So Foolishly.d

I am thunder from silver moon and sky
Born of a daughter
Creation of Great Spirit of wonder.

The warrior the warrior ventures on his own
The warrior the warrior child of moon and water.

Turn around and let the winds direction guide you.
Fear no sound your ancestors are right beside you.

Dark Spirit will fear me because I'm a warrior.
The warrior the warrior the warrior ventures on his own
The warrior the warrior the warrior child of moon and water.

The shaman asked for you/ your vision will come true.

Turn around and let the winds direction guide you.
Fear no sound your ancestors are here beside you.
Wild untamed and gentle child of southern arrow wood.

A legend tells of a modern warrior who will rescue all of our people from evil spirits.

Turn around and let the winds direction guide you.
Fear no sound your ancestors are here beside you.
Wild untamed and gentle child of southern arrow wood

I am thunder I am made from silver moon and sky.